Thursday, August 21, 2008

Over Ambitious, Me? Never...lol!

This past week of recovery has been very hard for me. I have not had any energy and to eat is extremely hard. I am getting better everyday and the pain is gradually getting less. Yesterday was the first day I attempted to get out and I went to the Jefferson Mall just to walk around and get out of these four walls. I made it halfway through the mall and it was like someone had knocked all the wind out me. I became dizzy and weak and I was by myself, not too smart, but I stopped for a few minutes and regrouped myself. I had to get out but I think that was a little over ambitious for me to do. My daughter was frantic calling my mom to see where I was and then my mom calls me wondering where I am. I was texting my boyfriend while I was stopping and resting in the mall and mom and natalie calling me. It was kind of funny cause I am a grown woman and here they are calling checking on me. Hahaha....I can understand why they were worried but I was okay. I did go to church last nite and it felt good to be there but while pastor was talking I started to feel very bad and had to leave cause I knew I needed to get home and rest cause I couldnt make it anymore. I am doing okay I have just not been able to eat much and I didnt have enough energy to handle all that yesterday. I am the type of person who is very stubborn and doesnt like to stay in all the time. So it didnt suprise my boyfriend that I got out but he did say I should have waited and took someone with me. He is right but me being who I am I went anyway...lol! I cant wait to get back my energy and be able to dance again. I miss so much just being able to worship with the ladies and everyone at church, but I have to get the okay from the dr before I can do anything. I will be at church on sunday and I hope to see everyone there. I can talk now but I have to warn you I sound funny when I talk and I drag my words a bit cause my throat still hurts. So just let me get my words out and then you can laugh...lol!

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Walking Thru The Fire So He Can Break Me Down To Mold Me Into His Image.

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